Posted by sienna on March 23, 2003, at 0:36:34
In reply to Re: delusion question , posted by daizy on March 22, 2003, at 9:01:03
hi daizy
i think that way sometiems too but not a alot. Just sometimes. Wierd how we can think so highly and poorly of ourselves at the same time. I dont know. I know that im smart and that my iq is high but i feel like i dont use it well. Then sometimes i think im just like really really smart like einstien but i knowthat isnt true because i know my iq and its nothing like his.
I think someitmes we just feel bad and everything gets mix up/
you said:
"my whole life ive been on edge knowing that my mums and dads moods could just change in an instant for no reason, so its a skill thats helped me survive."My dad is that way, no way to tell what will set them off im very careful and always reading body language too. I know it gets mme into trouble but im just used to being hyperawrare.
" My paranoia thinks that people can read my mind, but I know somewhere inside that no one is really that interested in my thoughts anyway!!!!"
I think its true too. Is this psychoticf? Cuz i am havine a hard time finding where i fit in theis continuum. Am i really schizoaffective. my frined doesnt think so. Imnot sure.
sienna
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