Posted by Alara on March 13, 2003, at 4:03:23
I bust my gut working long hours in a job that I hate with people who I don't really relate to. Sure there are some nice people around, but the whole atmosphere is so stressed I can't thrive. It's all so bitchy. i am so stressed out that I haven't done my opera singing in months. My cat is my only joy and even he dones't get my time.
If it wasn't for my cat and family, I'd be tempted to kill myself. I won't do that because I don't hvae that choice and because I'll always have some hope in my heart no matter how tough things get.
But i'm jaded.
how to cope?
Sorry about hogging the board with questions this week. Just really lost and depressed.
Alara
drunk.
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