Posted by daizy on March 7, 2003, at 12:20:19
Im havijng difficulty in making sense of what has happened to me over the past year or so with this anxiety. I have questions that I cantanswer and its annoying me! Like why did this have to happen to me? Where is my head? I feel like Imjust stuck in someone else's nightmare! I dunno, I dont understand anything anymore, Its like I dont know how I did things I used to,like being on my own, going to Uni, going out and being social, making friends, all the things that Im not going to ever be able to do again. Its like Im a different person now, who I dont like. Also (this is worrying me a lot) I cant think about the future, Like before,I'd be able to visualise tomorrow in my head, but now I cant visualise it at all, its just gone, its all black... *SIGHS*........And the feeling of exitement, Its all gone... Does it ever come back????????
poster:daizy
thread:206836
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