Posted by Angel4u2003 on March 5, 2003, at 11:57:21
I am a single mother of 4. I have several things that seem to bother me. I cannot hold a job or a relationship. I get images in my head that are really scary. Most of them are harming myself. I can go years without walking out my front door. I have a hard time expressing love, even to my children. I cannot stand one thing out of place and i have to have at least 2 objects. If i have just 1 of something or 5, i have to either toss 1 or get another. I almost freak at the thought of sex most times. I get panic attacks at the thought of opening my curtains. I always keep myself covered while in the tub or anytime i am naked. I fear there is a camera hidden somewhere in the apartment. I can't stand it! With all the fear i have, i am a prisoner in my mind and body. I am sure i have not told all that i feel and go through day by day, but this is a beginning and i am lost on what to do.
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