Posted by gabbix2 on March 2, 2003, at 13:51:33
In reply to Re: Summer anxiety--, posted by lostsailor on March 1, 2003, at 10:19:38
Yeah, the obligation to be social is a difficult one for me in the summer too. Most of the time its not that i actually have an aversion to it, I just don't know what to do. What I enjoy really is completely dependant on my mood. I can't plan ahead to do something. Though I've tried. It gets confusing, to say the least. When I see people walking around just "being" I feel even more alien. I definately feel calmer in the moonlight too, I don't know why, its another kind of reversal. I don't mind being alone at all at night really, or at any rate it feels less lonely than the daytime.
Its the daytime I feel lost.
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