Posted by JohnDoenut on February 6, 2003, at 23:04:30
Hi All! I havent been here in awhile as personal life overruled internet life and Im staying up too late now as it is visiting again. Anyway I have been thinking about my place in life currently and observing people who are successful in what they do in a way that I would like to be and what qualities they possess that I do not but would like to or try to cultivate or if I cant then find a way to adapt my own skills to achieve whatever it is I want to or would like to. I have also taken to studying in too much detail perhaps the actions and antics of movie action heroes and how they seem to make things happen effortlessly and how I wish I could do the same. Does that make me crazy?! :) Yes I must be if I am here! ;) I dont want to accept being a loser. I am not really one if other people look at me and my life but I feel it is not as I would like therefore I am one. And how do I become a winner in spite of my issues that draw me here for similer reasons to many here?! Like that I feel I am moving through mollases all the time and am completely powerless to shape my world or destiny in any meaningful way. That I am just a rat caught in the race wheel. And how do I get out?!
Goodnight!JohnD
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