Posted by Alii on January 1, 2003, at 4:39:54
In reply to Re: suicide check... » Alii, posted by IsoM on January 1, 2003, at 4:27:12
> Oh, Alii, Alii... I don't know what to say. What a horrible night any time of the year. Please, talk it out with your friend. Were they truly, honestly scared for you? I know it was interfering - intrusive - totally unwanted - but there's been so much talk of death & suicide that many of us are getting paranoid - not knowing whether to react or not.
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> Do we do something when it wasn't serious & then try to patch up relationships afterwards? Or do we do nothing because we're not sure if it's as bad as we imagine & then something irreversible happens & we're left to regret our inactions for the rest of our lives?
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> I don't have an easy answer. I don't know what was said between you & your friend. All I can do is feel bad for both of you. I can feel your pain & imagine how they may be feeling now too. I'm so sorry.
Thanks for your reply IsoM. I'm just angry and teary and flat out pissed that the reality is that they could be coming to find my body someday so I cannot truly be upset with my friend for their concern yet their overreaction was just so, so unnecessary tonight.Today is 1/1. Group on 1/2, pdoc and individual thearpist on 1/6. Thinking of leaving message for therapist now (almost 3 a.m. out here) to let her in on some of my down side that she doesn't see when I am in group or session.
Angry. Sad. Hurt. Confused. Where is that fantastic list that Dreamerz posted ages and ages ago about feelings or adjectives? It was exquisite and I sure could use some word help right about now. I seem stuck on anger and sadness.
Woe.~Alii
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