Posted by Miller on December 26, 2002, at 8:39:52
In reply to Re: The saga continues...Chapter 2, posted by mikhail99 on December 25, 2002, at 14:51:02
Thank you so much for your kind words. I think I will be helping myself by releasing my life, abridged as it may be. It something I have never been able to do, much to the dismay of my psychologist. So, by sharing the story here, I am hoping to get the courage to be able to share it with my shrink, in detail.
I can't (won't?) stop "beating myself up" over it. I think if normal people knew of what I have done, I would be an outcast if I would be allowed to roam free. So, the only hope I can see right now is to learn to deal with the punishment or to end my life.
I am open to any other suggestions, but haven't been able to think of any on my own.
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