Posted by Jaynee on December 16, 2002, at 11:05:39
I was talking to my bestfriend last night. Unfortunately, she thought she had cancer beaten, but found out it has spread to her brain, which is not good. That is not what I wanted to talk about though, but she asked me what I did all day, and I said nothing. I slept most of the day, about 4 to 5 hours. I said I was just feeling kind of tired. She asked if I had slept last night and I said yes, about 10 or 11 hours. She asked if I was still depressed. I said I didn't think so. So she said, what is it then, normal people don't do that. I called it indifference, I just didn't care about going out or doing anything.
I don't know if I am depressed, certainly I would know, wouldn't I? I get bouts of clinical depression, that comes on like a bolt of lightening, with the super acute anxiety, so I have no mistake I am depressed. But this is just, "I don't give a shit attitude." The sun hasn't been out for a long time, and that could have something to do with it. I don't know anymore.
poster:Jaynee
thread:33414
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