Posted by Greg A. on December 8, 2002, at 9:49:23
In reply to Re: DEATH CAN WAIT, posted by ROO on December 7, 2002, at 11:27:28
>That's a long time Roo. I admire you for holding on - and I'm glad that you have.
My current 'low enough to be suicidal' period has gone on for a couple of months, or maybe it's more now. I can't quite remember how I felt emotionally before the ECT, but it must have been pretty low to go for that therapy. I seem to have two levels for suicidal thought; one where the idea is there, the plan is in place, but everything is sort of on hold. The other which I have just gotten through (I hope) is where the need for the pain to end is so strong and state of mind is so utterly hopeless that I need friends to pull me back from the edge. That state seems to last a much shorter time.
Anyway Roo, good to hear from you. I think you were the first person I ever talked to on this board.Greg A.
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