Posted by madison88 on October 7, 2002, at 20:31:22
i just met with a few people from a class to go over a class project. we talked about it for ten minutes and then they spent the next 40 detailing how much they drink, how drunk they get, and all the crazy shit they wind up doing and forgetting. i got more and more upset as they talked. last time i drank, i had 3 beers, and then spent 3 days in bed feeling like i was going to die. my meds don't allow me to have fun like that. they are so careless. i spend every waking moment trying keep control of my pathetic life, such as it is, and i don't want ot hear how much they enjoy losing control. i could easily become alcoholic, and it would be the end of me. i don't want think i am just throwing a pity party for myself, that i can't drink. do i have any right to be upset? life seems so hard to me. i can't bear seeing how these people go out and get trashed every WTFS and still plan on going to med school with 4.0's. i am working my ass off to just get by. maybe i just don't have sense of humor, maybe i take everything too seriously. but isn't life serious?
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