Posted by Medusa on October 7, 2002, at 6:43:27
In reply to I think I'm living the ruined life , posted by Gabbix2 on October 4, 2002, at 19:46:43
> my parents warned me of.
Gabs girl, I think I know what you mean. Feels that way, anyhow.
> I wonder if its because of any of the things they said would ruin it?
>
what did your parents say would ruin your life? on what mine said ...
sex? no. drugs? if caffeine counts. losing faith in faith? it's only helped so far. wearing pants - c'mon, that can't be what's ruined my life!
> I'm also kind of upset that just because I'm crazy doesn't mean I'm a genius or even an artist, bummer.
>
>maybe just relish the oddity?
I think ... that my belief in my parents, and in their proclamation that I would ruin my life, is powerful enough to have driven me to ruin a lot of things so I could keep believing in my parents. if that makes any sense.
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