Posted by Dinah on September 6, 2002, at 17:11:27
In reply to Re: I don't feel so well....Dinah-Baby, posted by Roo on September 6, 2002, at 14:52:35
It was a situational sort of thing today, and I have a terrible habit of swallowing anger because I'm terrified of it. And those few occasions I release it make me feel even worse. One of the major reasons I cut is because of this inability to deal with anger.
I probably sounded very groggy, Robin. I do this dissociative separate myself from my feelings thing when things get too much, and part of that is falling asleep. I had a nice involuntary nap while parked in my son's carpool lane and felt a bit better.
I've taken my Klonopin and it's no match for the anger, so I'm going to add lots of food and a frothy alchoholic confection. The latter should work.
And definitely a nice lunch break later Roo. :)
Thanks for the kind words.
Dinah
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