Posted by nikioct73 on August 26, 2002, at 16:39:06
In reply to Re: There's your proof, posted by Greg A. on August 26, 2002, at 16:08:27
Tina...I don't even know you and I care...I made myself throw out all my extra meds about a week ago..and was pissed as hell last night when all I wanted to do was eat em all..but i went to see my nephews and they give me joy...where there is none..i'm still horribly depressed and truely would like to die..but I make myself think about them instead of me...Aaron would really misss his crazy "auntie nicole"..and would never understand why I killed myself...Sometimes I don't care to hear or see how selfish suicide really is but when you get right down to the bare bones it is the most selfish thing you could possibliy do...I tell myself everyone has someone..everyone but ME that is...and My buddies Pic catches my eye.( I surround my room with his love..)..and well if you saw the angel....sighhhh you would have to smile...I'll send you a pic:_)..hope you are feeling better...i know the demon depression can tell you no one cares and you will find any number of ways to see it..I hope you find your way through this seemingliy endless hell to see another day..
Niki
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