Posted by Gabbi on August 15, 2002, at 17:43:02
In reply to Re: fiancees and therapists..Ted Tabitha anyone » Gabbi, posted by Ted on August 15, 2002, at 16:52:35
About the soapbox, I agree. I do, one time I acted like a drama queen in front of my dad recently was when I was pulling at my hair and screaming " How could any God put some one through this"!! I tried desperately to find something to put faith in but I couldn't do it, the only part of brain that didn't stop working was the part that could find the flaw in every theory.
"Well maybe you're going through this so it'll make you stronger then you can help others who are depressed" Oh, now I'm on my soapbox.
*****Depression does not make me stronger, its wearing me away bit by bit, surving a knowable crisis on your own might but not this ever-morphing hell .and If I'm going through this to help others than why the hell are they depressed?I still don't understand the perpetually unspooling brain, It seems you "we" can cope with the breakup eventually, but the depression residue stays behind like mold.
And on a lighter note, My fiancee dumped me for her because he'd always wanted to boff a redhead!
Yes it is a good thing that we are over, but you know, nobody's all good or all bad, and for reasons I won't bore you with I tend to very easily reason away the negative.
Thanks and empathy
Gabbi
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