Posted by Gabbi on July 31, 2002, at 18:03:12
In reply to boooo fed up bluezzz » Gabbi, posted by Ctrlaltndel : ( on July 31, 2002, at 17:22:30
You get the benzo-blues too huh, I get the post booze blues too, The house-hunting isn't going, I'm able to stay at my Dad's for one more month he's going away, and didn't want me here (for reasonable reasons) but now I have someone to come in once a week to "check on me" too weird too weird I used to DO that kind of work, god its humiliating.
Don't know where I want to live, I hate this town, the city used to be "home" but in the few years I've been doing nothing but not killing myself everyones moved married, got their P.H.D so that wouldn't be home either...
I've tried to settle for a man before too, it never worked, the only ones who will accept me are one's who are so lethargic and depressed Its that "I wouldn't want to belong to any club that would have me as a member" catch.
OHHHH to evaporate, ohhhh, without all the pain and ugliness of doing yourself in, nevermind the unsuccessful attempts which leave you labelled as an attention seeking wank.
I just don't get it, My Dad's friends husband died two weeks ago, she truly loved him, last week she cooked dinner for My Dad and His girlfriend, she goes out with them, has her "moments" but still works. I know this is an "illness"
b sometimes I guess I still think there is a trick I haven't learned to this life thing.
Oh the ex-boyfriend, one good thing he taught me when he rejected me last was that effexor was no good for me.IF I take all 100 capsules at once
Oh how I would love to just leave it at that.
But the necessary just in case disclaimer:
NO, I didn't O'd over a man, it was the last straw.Don't feel you must comment on anything I've said just a fellow commiserator with the blah icks'which are somewhat gentler than the anxious icks
its all relative. However. feel free to post more of your own bluezz. I'll listen.Gabbi Gabbi
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