Posted by Dinah on July 25, 2002, at 20:40:14
In reply to Re Dinah?, posted by Gabbi on July 25, 2002, at 20:31:47
I'm sorry Gabbi. I didn't mean to distress you. I think I'm just hitting the post hypomanic low.
I'm officially obsessive compulsive disorder with a bit of cyclothymia thrown in.
I would miss tea and crumpets. :)
It's just that everyone the last couple of days is letting me know just how much I'm letting them down. And they are right. I haven't been all here for at least a month, and I've been pretty unreliable even before then. And I really hate being a bad girl. My therapist tells me to just start doing the things I'm supposed to do and I won't feel so bad (during an hysterical call with him today), Well thank you very much, Mr. Wisdom. I hadn't thought of that myself. I just wonder if I will ever be the wife/mother/employee I should be.
But I really don't mean to worry you Gabbi. I think my guilt will always keep me from making that decision. Maybe I'm just daydreaming it today. (That plus a brand new full bottle of Klonopin).
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