Posted by Gabbi on July 16, 2002, at 18:43:33
In reply to Re: Abby- Thats not buttin' thats helpin' » Gabbi, posted by ctrlaltndel on July 16, 2002, at 18:21:35
No trust fund, no scholarship, need an adress to apply for funding. And well, I'm not sure what your "diagnosis is" but I know that the instability has definately worsened my condition. My PDoc ( An amazing man) (I have to say that because there are so few, and I'm so lucky) thought that my medication needs tweaking but in order to judge the effect I need a stable place, and without the tweaking I will NOT succeed in University.
I'm saying this just well, so you know that I'm able to still be cynical and P'od
I too had to give up my cat, that was so hard, My mom has him, and thats nice, but he's one of those "puppy dog" cats and still howls when I leave her house.
I gave his mom away when I moved from a rented house to an apartment, I missed her but it was different because I did it For her, she couldn't stand being inside. While trash the cat I gave to my mom nursed till he was two...so he just wants lots of attention. I really hope you find a happy place for yours, I know how that can just top everything else off when you are feeling the feelings that really there are no words for yet.Sorry to go on.
Been so long since I've had anyone to "talk too"
I out of a sense of obligation went to a few support groups, which were homogenized for all types of mentally ill. The kind where they would teach hygeine and basic cooking skills. I'm a good cook, I know how to dress, I just can't do it when I'm depressed.
I ended up feeling so lost, and more depressed. I mean Van Gogh couldn't always paint when he was depressed, it didn't mean he needed to go to painting classes. On this site everyone has there problems, but the wit and intelligence is what makes it feel like real company.Let me know what happens please
Gabbi
poster:Gabbi
thread:26346
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20020714/msgs/26563.html