Posted by Alii on April 25, 2002, at 11:41:27
In reply to falling apart... i dont know what to do..., posted by kid_A on April 25, 2002, at 11:25:36
I wish peace for you Kid. I wish no one here had to experience the pain and losses we do.
I wish I had answers.
Um....is there anyone in your support team(doc, therapist, family, friends) who can help
you find a few grief resources?I speak as someone who shut down in order not to experience grief (hey, I was young, it
was survival, I love myself for having the smarts to do that!)This grief is so freaky weird now (many, many years later) but in the readings I have done
on grief and trauma I have found comfort that if others can find a way to experience it and
get it out so that it isn't suffocating then I can too.Again, none of my healing goes according to schedule (impatience is my virtue) and I'm so
afloat in-between states of relative stability that catch me in a few months and I might be
back to the sourpuss: ain't nuttin gonna work ever.I've had glimpses. Glorious glimpses of release with some grief. And I don't like being
teased so I continue to work on ways of patching up Alii.Hugs to you too Kid....
--a.
poster:Alii
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