Posted by fiona on April 24, 2002, at 20:07:43
In reply to Re: Feeling Empty, posted by Cecilia on April 23, 2002, at 22:41:55
feeling "empty" for me is feeling disconected from the rest of the world, that I am worthless, insignificant and invisible. I can see the world going about its business, but I don't belong to it. My heart is empty, barren of emotion, unloving and unlovable.
Sometimes when I feel like this it seems worse than the "I want to throw myself off a bridge" depression, because I am almost aware of the life I am missing, but I still can't take part in it and enjoy it. But then the apathy takes over and I cease to care.
It's a lonely place to be.
poster:fiona
thread:22523
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20020422/msgs/22568.html