Posted by Angel Girl on April 23, 2002, at 13:27:41
In reply to Well hello there Angel Girl, posted by trouble on April 23, 2002, at 0:39:29
Hi trouble
Thanks for the welcome. Can't imagine why you would get emails about me when we don't know each other. :) I haven't been here long, mostly a lurker but have posted a few times, usually when I'm really down. :( I've met some wonderful friends here in my short time here.
Yes, I'm afraid it is part of my MO to disappear after posting something. I'll post out of desperation and then I leave. It's hard for me to stick around when I'm in that place I call the 'black hole'. :( What a horrible place to be. I do it for perspective and also because when I'm really down, I'm not a very 'fun' person, hell, who am I kidding, I'm not fun at all, I'm HELL to be around. It's at that time that I alienate people in my life. I'm trying hard now to change that pattern because I know people worry about me.
I'm hoping to get to know y'all better. I've been reading most posts but not all. I feel alot more comfortable here than anywhere else.
Again, thanks for the 'welcome'. Glad you're back and I'm glad to be here too.
Angel Girl
> We haven't talked yet, but I've been getting email messages about you the past week, you have some friends on this board who worry like a mother lion when her cub vanishes. It's nice to know I'm not the only one around here suffering from a Messianiac Complex.
> So welcome back, whoever you are, this is the first post of yours I've seen and you sound like you're in a good place.
> Did you take a break from the board for a while? I hear you do this now and then, and if you don't mind nosy questions can I ask is it something you do on purpose to help re-orient yourself in the real world or just getting busy w/other stuff for a while?
> Reason I ask is cause some folks say it's important to go away now and then for perspective. I been away 2 weeks and have no idea how it affected me, just awful glad to be back.
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> take care,
> trouble
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> > I feel your pain. I know it all too well. I've been where you are more times than I can count. It will get better. Don't give up. Are you on meds? Do you go for therapy??? Tell us more. Hang on. I know how hard it is. I've only started to feel some hope for myself recently after several months in the 'black hole'. I'll pray for you. Let us help you. <hugs>
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> > Angel Girl
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