Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on April 1, 2002, at 17:28:53
So again I spiral down so quickly , crying and
the itch inside
Feeling agrophobic and claustrophobic at the same time...waiting for appointments...waiting...meds ...haha.
Can't meditate. Can't relax. Can't motivate.
People can't help , I'm tired of talking .
I'm walking miles to ease the hypersex.
Things get too serious things get too silly.Boys charm me , girls eye me...nothing compares ..to what I deserve.
Alcohol haunts my dreams . Was I better when bitter , tempestuous energy , moving forward through chaos?
The wrong time , place .
I sit and fight to see the positive while others are burdened with more hardship... shades of dispair.
Why can't I derail off this path , why can't I snap out of it...Everything continues in a state of rest or uniform motion unless acted upon by an external force?
poster:CtrlAlt n Del
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