Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 27, 2002, at 20:30:31
In reply to playful cntrl alt..., posted by Krazy Kat on March 27, 2002, at 18:54:06
that is how i love you. well, i love you any
way, actually. perhaps we were significant others in a past life.Sweet KK...I find such words uncomfortable my defence mechanism kicks in and I usually throw in a tangent but I wont.....such words are easily written I've never truly used them.....
..yet> do you feel a little better?
The place I prefer..mildy? ....pleasantly high/normal/sexy/alive/?
i, frankly, feel nothing - a little depressed, but not much.
Not according to the first paragraph : )
> can we have both worlds - stability and functionality? what about joy? or even a giggle that doesn't turn into a hoot?
Well my dear I don't think I've ever been stable long enough ..I cannot function well- .Joy is fleeting but sweetly edible and the fruity after taste remains awhile..and laughter has become a hysterical MAD surge n giggles for after shocks -so unsexy.
To remain feeling alive is to remain a chronic case and sacrifice what others percieve as being the xpected way...tis no sacrifice for me THEY'RE ALL CRAZY NUTS I TELL YER.
I don't know much about your present situation but I know you may be feeling somewhat scared and uncertain bout what going on in your head..n me writing here ain't much use....the reasurring mannerisms are missing so tis no real shoulder just a big padded artificial shoulder pad...
So my sweet
that's it or I'll go on tangents...
lovables dreamer x
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