Posted by Willow on March 14, 2002, at 20:07:22
In reply to Re: Kazoo you in jail? or out on bail? » Willow, posted by kazoo on March 14, 2002, at 1:31:41
First things first. Look what happens to me when you decide to take your little sabbaticals!
How’s it feels to be the keeper of my heart and worse so my sanity? (I dreamt that you drove up
on a motorbike. I’ll forewarn you that I have no love of these bikes. As a child I pouted because
my brothers were allowed to keep dirtbikes, and not I. So I improvised and pretended my bicycle
was one until I landed in a heap with scratches and a warped bike.) And when you refer to “The
Monkeyman” I think most of us are more familiar with The Traveling Wilbury’s (sp) singing it.
As you may know, I love Mick and the Stones, but I don’t recall them doing the Monkeyman, but
now that you mentioned it I couldn’t argue and say they didn’t. Do you like Tom Petty? Roy
Orbison? Well Orbison is no more. I can still recall the exact moment I heard over the radio that he had died. Hmph, such is this journey.You went to Paris? Now I’m all green and red. Did you meet any cultured Parisian ladies? You
didn’t invite me? I could go on and on about what I think of southern Europe, especially the men, but no point having us both pouting. (I do think you’ve missed a spot behind your ears, because sometimes I catch a glimpse of jealousy there. Or could it just be my imagination?) You’ve mentioned your family is a little off like most, if you had taken me along I could have introduced you to mine. (Well at least to the ones that haven’t been here yet.) You don’t have any aversion to saunas do you? We could hide out at one of the cottages. The trick to living in Europe is learning to ignore the people. Enjoy it for the culture, pretend it’s a stage for your own enjoyment!Did I not invite you up north? I suggested Mexico or my home because of the favourable
exchange rate. You’ve missed quite a bit meanwhile you’ve been on your meanderings. It has
been suggested for me to take a little mini vacation, but I couldn’t think of any place cheap
enough of were there were no little feet trooping around. But if you had taken up in one of the
little cabins over the ridge I’m sure I would have been content to sleep at the foot of your bed. I would have read very quietly and if I had the need for human comfort I would have wrapped
myself onto one of your legs until you pushed me away. Oh well, not to be!Now what’s with all this negative talk: No one remembers me... my Will ! If we’re to be soul
mates we’re suppose to complement each other, only one half is allowed to pout and be down at a
time. And I do declare that this is my time of the year to wallow. In your absence I’ve turned
into a wallflower, that lets out these obnoxious aromas every so often. I’m sure whoever was
caring for your kitty remembered you and anxiously awaited your return. The best thing you
could grant me is a weekend to really sit and talk, though the last time I did that with a man I
ended up bearing him three children. Ouch!Kazoo, honestly I think I’m going nuts. Nothing in particular will send me into a stream of tears. Stressed? Well yes, you’re not suppose to cry in front of children, not with the emotions of
insanity at least. I’m suppose to be in the prime of my life, enjoying this world instead of hiding from it. I want to flush my head out, do something to get it clear again. Or do I have to learn to live with this cloud hovering about? I want answers and am too tired or have lost the will to bother searching another.Full of Regrets
Full of Anger
Full of ShitFondly Yours
Weeping Willowps tonight i'll shall sit at chat waiting for the chicken to hatch
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