Posted by kid_A on March 14, 2002, at 19:27:39
A SECRET HISTORY OF PRAYER AND SONG
prologue, a prayer for no onethis is a prayer for no one
a song for no one - a song
long forgotten, a prayer
left unansweredwhat caused the lepers of 5th ave- to jump to
their feet cursing the leprosarium
blessing a NASDAQ cool that choked
a purple sky bending under jupiter and
Wallsome awesome prayer, sung silently sung
infinitely that leveled disbeliveers
to their knees who crawled teary-eyed into
Starbucks screaming for their libertiesto a beautiful miniscule prayer sung like a
whisper, "shhhh... i am your king,
but eight years of age today, bring
me the heads of your filthiest harlots"who rocked on radio kaos that they might
burn the future of cry when their
sleepmates left home- sick from
war with the heartbreakwho raptured all the dumb and all the dead
and just anyone who might listen,
if only for a whilewho stole fire for vegas stole fire for kasas city
stole for reno, and cursed those vectors that
tore at their livers for want of a
little meatwho self destructed, three times allready
burst into tears/flames, consumed (again)
by fear of telephone ringwho leered at passers by under the arcing
halos of streetlamp and october,
muttering a litany of complaints on
ailing justice and empty promiseand mothers who had drowned their young
resplendent starving babes, kicking
and screaming in the river surfand for aaron of the moors, patron saint of
senseless violence, let not your sorrow
die, though we are deadand for dawsons and for wards
and for jacksons and for carvers
and for astons of the new yorkand for garrets and for daltons
and for vanderbilts, and for carters
and for morrises of the morrisaniaand for skull and for bones
and forhyper genome
and for bold
and for beautiful
and for
restless
and for
young.
a prayer for the beautificoh beautiful siren oh beautiful and unsteady
pulse beat oh unholy the city of
imaculate subway halelujah
oh metal and parking lot oh flowers and
hope oh police and city of
spectre industry and unatainable
whoresoh darkness and light oh capitol and rape
oh blessed broken monoliththey are dreaming of you - lest you forget
they know that you steal from themthey are shaping words in cool glass like
dale - can you believe that?they are blessing the sacrament through
blood and maybe some psychiatrythey are bored of morocco and life and lansky
blessed bentley blessed aston
blessed martinthey are alive through heartbeat channel no 5
china chow paper magazine blast furnacethey drug themselves up from mud into mud and
beyond mud to form ceramic phallus like
yeah, beyond that - into siliconethey are in congress with azrael under law
under mammon under the holy babel under
the magnificent lust of holy sodomthey are baring their breasts into ashes and
into dust and into klonopin, percodan and
halcion into wiccan rites of the samhain
into the tai chithey choose what and who and when and where they
are blessed by genome to have choicethey are silent soul under moonlight into
winter under moonlight sunkiss under
moonlight never to be spoken of again
they are stealing hearts like candy
under the covers of darkness
under failing starsthey are cutting deep cuts into glass into fbi
delorean dreamgirl fuck into cosa nostrathey waiting for the welcome message
they waiting for hale-boppthey are broken ideas and telephone horror
silent machinery perpetual motion
money under moonlightthey dive through strip-mined streets at
midnite dashing through their doorboys
sniffling and laughing - ha!they are the rivers of silver the department
of treasury hampton and vale and
unlimited dollarsthey are locking themselves into iron maidens
and fingering their loveworn
belts of broken chastitythey are vast and vissioned and uniform highways
they got unlimited clockthey are a crown of antlers and teenaged
death squads siphilus and rockets
pornographic hope so fleeting it
holds no comfortthey are inside the moment under moonlight
giving it away because its not there
and its gone before you got it
(into empty space)they are destroying art they are fucking
on NEA grants for arts sakes god damn
them and that's okay by methey are what you couldn't be and for you if
you could be it and what we would be
if we could aww fuck itthey are timeless inside of time and under
archon they rose bloodless and skyclad
to devour their daughters whole
like prostitutethey are iron and copper and metallic thunder they
hiawatha captor they chief thunderbird
castratorthey[re] will never be another one like you
they[re] will never be another one who
does the things you dothey are sucking up poetry like lightning they are
killing the word before you knew it
was word they are destructing
all consciousnessthey frenchkiss electric they telepathic romance
they make light inside of darknessthey blood like money and faces like dollars
they are all holy amongst the blessed
ivanka - i christen thee, pocahontas
of the americasthey are the oh (open) and the m (closure)
they are the space between the words
they are the first, and they are the last
and they are the alwaysradiant solar stormgods
radiant super nova
they are breaking the boundaries of
time and spaceepilogue, a prayer for the damned
what were we given? spit and blood and asphalt
some tyre yard of broken horses for girlswhat nightmares and ignorance, what maniac
terror, what televised breakdown, what
choking colonial timebomb apartheidwhat demonic army, what halting cruelty,
what slow drunk death by isolationwe can jam the fuck pch, we can get it live on
rock box, we can do it rock shockwe burn like joan of ark, dirty little secrets
and atomic bombwe cold yeah - tired hungry lonely niggers
we starving, maniac basehead manic
yeah we wild in the streetswe are cool and we seek heat
we the unseen danger, unknown danger, monster
limitless danger, danger blankeyed
danger incompletewe stuck with arrows we drawn and quartered
we eaten whole like christianswe make zombie television
we give radio exorcist
we hunt alleyway and redlight
looking for big bang who gave
up with a whimperwe make war for the massachusets we
draw blood for the new york we
suffer the connecticutwe huddle en masse and fuck like rabbits
we keep warm like cuban ex-
patriotswe got stuck in naked rooms for heresy,
blasphemies for Hadrian - who made
us strip (even though we longed
to strip) -to burn ourselves
for funwe call this, rape fantasy
we junk punk, we rock robot, we nurture nature
disaster- sobbing deep and empty
sobs- we reach beyond our graspwe were looking for lost continent but found only
atlantis, er, jericho, some shoddy, sullen
oasis of cheerless sand
and public execution, and military police,
and limitless heartbreak and
a promise derailedand grocery horror, and arrested
rebirth, and words changing
nothingand minds are changing
and wouldn't it be nice if we were older?
and dance with me and remember me and speak
softly of me in careful whisperand didn't we almost have it all?
we sabotaged the homeless, we killed radio
telescope, we stayed up late
to watch for falling planetswe contemplated gravity, quantum, and the
steady state, we crawled on floors
we threw up bloodand drowned in false sense of security,
daybreak, and what a loss, what
a great artist the world has
lostand then, like wolves, they were upon us!
we drowned on slave ships from the durban,
upper volta, and katanga, we
swallowed lucious gulps of
the salty sea airand meditated through the window of our skin
and fell through cadillacs down
into city, into subway, and
fell through light, into Shivawe died in plastic prison dragging feet,
screaming in awful shamewe blighted crops and poisoned wells,
we stole your slumbered babeswe swallowed pride, and electric shock,
we swallowed timeless hospitaland meaningless verse
and disco destruction
and prayers tiredly spoken
and pointless obsession
and persistence of memory
and empty medieval manhattan
and new radiant scorpio
and holographic japan
and endless
yin
andthis is a laugh
andthis is a drag
andthese are just words
andthese are the last words,
we will ever say.
january 12th, 2000
poster:kid_A
thread:19863
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20020314/msgs/19863.html