Posted by Sourceror on January 24, 2002, at 22:44:51
In reply to Re: more poetry... (( LILITH )), posted by kid_A on January 24, 2002, at 10:42:02
My life plays like the light
It comes it goes and even takes flight.
But where is it sopping?
When will it go?
I race and ponder and fight the demons
But they feel to strong
Am I right or am I wrong
This killer in me is waiting
Wanting me to set him free
I fight but never seem to win
I just want to quit
I wonder why
Just take those pills
Or use that knife
Set me free
Oh set me free
Death looms near
Creeping at my door
He wants me to let him in
And then I crack the door
Was this too much am I going insane?
I reach out and it seems like no one is there
Just a lot of ugly people looking back with dead stares
Are these the faces of the dead am I stepping there
Those that “care” call it a cop out
They say don’t do it
They say it will hurt others
But what about the hurt in me?
Do they not see?
Do they not hear?
I am hurting and it SUCKS so there!!!
Why can’t I do it?
Why not release?
Cause in this place I find no relief.
So now is the question should I stay?
Should I go?
It seems so simple and
It smells so sweet.
Death looms and looks like
A big old treat.
How to fight this wrath you ask
Thos that know say here take this pill
But wait that’s not all
You must also talk about it all.
So I sit and talk
And pop my pills but why does it still hurt?
Will it go away?
Is this my destiny am I screwed up?
Could this be the end or just a beginning?
Well anyway the process has begun
But which way it is headed I know not.
poster:Sourceror
thread:17112
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