Alone In The Universe tonight..On XmasDayEve..:-(

Posted by jay on December 25, 2001, at 16:11:35

The Hounds of Winter
Snow is falling outside my window, on a cold, blustery Canadian winter's eve. I just turned 32 on Saturday. I try to put faith in medicine...pull so damn hard, pray that it will crush this pain. The only reason to live is to be happy inside, full of love, hope, faith....but I feel just this dull ache.
I have added yet another medication to my cocktail...dammit I will take anything to push, shove, pull and rip at this dull ache. Dammit I am not gonna give up...I..we all...deserve *the best*...to feel the best...full of light and love....that is the *only* reason to live. Screw the excess...the greed...the selfishness...the materialism...that is stuff of true *evil*. Love is the only reason to live...
Peace...
Jay

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