Posted by bonnie_ann on December 21, 2001, at 19:31:47
What does it mean if someone says "good morning or hello" and you don't want to reply? I'm mostly quiet and invloved in my own thoughts and concentrating on all the work I have to do. These are people that I don't like for one reason or another - I guess I hold grudges. Maybe I think I'm better than them or something. But when It comes to my son's classmates parents- I get bent because no one ever wants to have a conversation with me. I really really suck at small talk and feel like they these women/men are judging me how I look how I act how I raise my son etc etc.
I think this has something to do from being teased and treated like crapt by so called friends in school.
They never held back what they thougt!!!And a it seemed like more people didn't like me than did. I never really had a friend I could trust. I have a therapist now- which is way overdue.
So I mostly observe my surroundings- and when spoken to about something that interests/ or someone interesting I am almost normal.
Is this what depression is?
Thanks,
Bonnie
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