Posted by kid_A on December 18, 2001, at 13:59:42
It's not often, but I dont know, lately I'm just not happy, not terribly sad, I dont know, accomplishments don't seem very fullfilling, I dont know, it feels like depression, not hysterics, not the type of feeling I have whenever a nervous breakdown knocks on my door...It's just that I'm sick of all the changes, add this medication, double that medication... Im afraid if I go in and say I'm still not happy that they have to make big changes and re-arange this little pill schedule I've become so used to... But I suppose thats the point right? Fine tuning...
I suppose right now the best way I could describe my feeling is utter and complete apathy, with a slight tinge of exitement as the weekend draws near...
I can be happy, I can have fun, its not all dread, but sometimes I feel like a zombie... I'm not living my life, I'm just killing time.
poster:kid_A
thread:15750
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