Posted by Roo on December 3, 2001, at 12:46:45
My exboyfriend, who I broke up with just a couple of months
ago, has now started seeing someone else. it's so hard
I'm so damn jealous! I know I have no right to be, b/c
I'm the one that broke his heart, but still it's hard. previous
to his seeing someone else, even though we were broken
up we were hanging out 2 or 3 times a week, and slipping up
and having sex sometimes. Argh. It's such an ugly
low down feeling--I don't want him, but I don't want
anyone else to have him. I feel angry towards him and
I begrudge him his happiness and almost feel like punishing
him for dating someone else (I resist these feelings of
course, but it feels so ugly that they are there). Please
someone tell me this is all human. My higher self knows
that this is really a good thing and it will help me to
let go and move on. We had a lot of trouble letting go
of each other and it caused us a lot of pain. I hope eventually
I can get over this and that we can be friends.
poster:Roo
thread:14805
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