Posted by akc on December 2, 2001, at 14:40:10
Guilt, shame -- and of course, the pain is still here. I knew the drinking wouldn't solve it. But the temporariness (word?) of it is rather startling.
And of course my day is going horribly. Right now I am trying to get the screen of the window. It is amazing how one little thing not going right can so ruin a day.
And it is only 2:30. I have AA this evening -- not sure if I will share what happened -- I don't think I will. At least not to the group. I need to to one individual because of something I agreed to do on Tuesday that I so don't want to do now.
I just want to curl up in my chair and never move.
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thread:14754
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