Posted by Willow on October 16, 2001, at 23:07:28
My youngest has come down with the chicken pox. That makes two done one to go. My middle one who hasn't had them yet asked if she could be innoculated against them. Hmmm. Yes, but? Choices mothers have to make today aren't so black and white.
Went to the internist today. Went over my alternatives and the best solution was to go back on the Mirapex for two months. The hopeful outcome being is that the side-effects will dissipate by then. I'm wondering if I'm being selfish here wanting my own physical comfort at the cost of subjecting my family to irritable and unpredictable behaviour and still not knowing that the outcome will be favourable.
I came home wanting support from my spouse. I told him I was going back on the Mirapex and the desired outcome. His answer was that he should move out. Perhaps it was his way of making a joke. I don't know. All I'm aware of is that we've grown distant.
The weather forecast is calling for snow. We haven't had a thorough frost yet, so at least I'm fairly sure that it won't stay. I'm confused! That I'm sure of with certainty.
Wilting
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