Posted by kazoo on September 20, 2001, at 1:30:52
In reply to Confession, posted by fluffykitty on September 19, 2001, at 17:51:56
> I must now confess. I am on Neurontin and have been really good about my eating habits for several weeks not wanting to gain any weight, perhaps maybe losing some. But on Monday I was so hungry and I walked into the cafeteria at work and smelled the grill and I just lost it. I ordered a cheeseburger and onion rings! And let me tell you it was so damn good!!!!! :) Then for dinner I went to the Wendys next to work and got another cheeseburger! I have not eaten any cheeseburgers for a long time mind you. Then on tuesday I thought I was done and could go back to a normal diet but NO! I kept thinking about that cheeseburger and went to Wendys again for dinner and had a cheeseburger!!! It was superb! However now I am done with it and do not desire any more cheeseburgers. Thank G-d! However today I did forgo my usual Kashi bar and had a 3 Musketeers. I just had to have it and so I did.
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> This is what happens. I have these cravings, lapses so to speak and until I give in to them they haunt me. If I cant wait it out for days or weeks or whatever then I just lapse. But then once done I am no longer haunted and have no desire for it. I think its better that way. Now I can hopefully go back on the straight and narrow. :)
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> Then there's the effects of the Neurontin. I am 40 and married and we are happy and before N I was not really desiring or looking at other members of the opposite sex. However since N I do. I feel like Im 20 again. :) I dont feel 40, people dont think I look 40. And now I feel lust for luscious members of the opposite sex! However I would never cheat. I take this energy back to my spouse and we are satisfied.
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> Understand that this is not totally serious, its just me. Its all true, but I am not upset about anything. I just like to confess. ;-)
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> fk
Food and Sex
Sex and Food
So you confess
But it's not rude
To stuff your face
While getting screwed.(All you need is a hot tub, my dear, and invite the neighbors over for a Wine and Sleaze Party)
kazoo
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