Posted by Racer on September 13, 2001, at 19:41:08
My SO and I talked today. He's not willing to see a counselor. He says that the only reasons we're not having sex are his stress and my weight. He's too stressed out, and I need to lose weight.
To put this in perspective, I'm 5'9" tall, and weigh about 170. I think I wear a size 12. I'm not tiny, but not huge. And after years of anorexia, this is probably healthier for me. It's certainly not healthy for me to obsess about it.
On top of the fears and terrors of the last few days, when I need to be held and loved, to hear that it ain't gonna be happening anytime soon is almost too much.
Is life even worth the fight?
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thread:11334
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