Posted by Krazy Kat on September 10, 2001, at 17:36:30
In reply to Re: High daze bye daze, posted by dreamer on September 10, 2001, at 11:34:23
> Help I'm being stabilized!
===But I thought you didn't want to be stabilized... truth be known, I don't really, not completely. I swear that people think I act stranger now that I'm on a stabilizer...
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> And if that ain't enough I'm being pushed into the community .
> Counciled , mentally prodded made to interact. Christ hope it aint basket weaving , role playing -I'm good at that I avoid myself constantly .===How do you handle mirrors? Or do you not have any? I don't like interacting with most of the people out there - it runs in my family.
> THEY're keeping an EYE on me to see if I get too high, how can I get high if I haven't really laughed for years cried yes but ........===why is it that they feel so compelled to keep an eye out? I'm tired of all these eyes watching, too...
and I'm ..
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> Lost kitty very scatterbrained but toilet trained free to good home.===I don't know if my kitty would like you - I bet she would, though. Would your kitty(ies) come as well? Would you like your own litter box and eating station? Your own kitty condo?
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> > How goes the painting? Do you paint at all during these times?
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> If I'm not tired I can do stuff but not 4 long.
> Need the ambition back.===I haven't had the ambition to write since early twenties...
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> Hey do you think I should have one last potent drink for the road to normalisation very tempted lately. Just to kick up the dust.=== No, you sound like you've done well without it. Again, why so normalized all of the sudden? I know this goes against some of my other postings, but I felt slightly hypomanic today, and I was so glad. If I could just keep it at a certain point... MY biggest problem is how self-destructive I get when manic.
My three dogs and cat, Schmeckle, send their best wishes.
- K.
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