Posted by mist on August 19, 2001, at 12:35:32
In reply to no-one read my posts?, posted by mgrueni on August 19, 2001, at 10:48:05
Micha, I think it's best to start a new thread for something like that so it doesn't get overlooked. Make yourself and your needs stand out. I find that this place can get kind of overwhelming if I try to follow all the posts on all the threads, although I'd like to. -mist
> Not quite sure, how shall I put this....
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> Yesterday I posted in the "Why is it" thread, mentioning that I could use some cyber hugs.
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> http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/social/20010817/msgs/9852.html
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> Maybe it was a bit too indirectly, I just thought my *problem* would suit there best, because one of the topics of this thread was "worried about surgery".
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> This afternoon (well, here in germany it was afternoon) I popped in just to find that my post got totally ignored, whilst other threads were going on, which means it was not that no-one was here.
> Well, I am aware of my current condition.....due to the last 6 weeks of constantly *pulling myself together* I feel a bad lack of energy, which probably makes me uncommonly sensitive. But even knowing that my feelings of disappointment and grief are unreasonable (it was just a post, I know) doesn`t change the way I feel. At the moment I am just fed up with being reasonable and so I give in and allow my (perhaps *foggy*) brain to produce thoughts like "Why is it that it`s ok for me to listen to others, but whenever *I* need someone to give me a simple hug, I get ignored? Am I not depressed *enough*? Is it because I am not on any medication, which would *proof* that I am not always able to manage everything on my own?"
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> Silly thoughts, I know.... I just can`t help it at the moment.
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> A rather sad
> Micha
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