Posted by dreamer on July 28, 2001, at 19:45:40
In reply to Go Dreamer!, posted by Willow on July 28, 2001, at 19:11:53
> The boss can take a group picture. It would be neat to put a face to the name!
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> Willowcartoon-like descrption- tall thin very pale/sun hurts a nocturnal eyes, a cute pretty face a vunerable look one that doesnt display the real me and I almost always wear black -makes me sound like a goddam vampire.
When do you know when your depressed when everyone has holiday plans a career goal enjoys socialising laughs always have a good memory to tell and have someone 2 shag/US-rubbing interlocking bodies .
I hate going out no stress tolerance or switch into bad mood like today. Flatmate says go out meet people yer easy when yer strange.
Cant handle lesbian scene its like joining some complete lifestyle change just because you have sex with same sex -crap.
You know the saddest thing is I have no real friends, ex friends all drink heavily ,this place has been keeping me going-feeling sorry for myself I know but can't play the game of life like others. When mood is so good then dips into a constipated bowel feeling sorry 4 myself is still a feeling -its the nothingness im afraid of.
What shall I try next a sertaline I think.
Don't worry my livers made of lead.
Dr. Bob yer scratching yer head? didn't mean thats how I percieved you meant that how people percieve me think its the cultral different humor think who cares my brain chemistry is shiffting now.
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