Posted by Jena Lyn on July 8, 2001, at 0:24:29
In reply to Re: with my eyes closed » Jena Lyn, posted by Shar on July 7, 2001, at 20:37:38
Thank you all for your support, you are a light in my darkness........
> Well, it is living, it's just not fun living.
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> Sorry to hear the bleakness you're experiencing. I bet, though, you do find moments where you are impressed and awed by something (mother nature often does it for me, with just a flock of geese going overhead, or a breathtaking moment catching a hummingbird feeding, and other stuff like that--sometimes funny too)even when you feel bleak.
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> Your sister in desolation, wishing you all the best,
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> > I sometimes feel like Im going through life without seeing anything that is around me. Ive separated myself from life, so I have to ask the question, am I living? Is it living to go through each day hating life, hating my situation and the way that I feel all the time? Is it living to go through life with your eyes closed, your heart numb, and your mind your worst enemy? Is it??????????/
poster:Jena Lyn
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