Posted by annalaura on July 6, 2001, at 6:01:40
In reply to So Silent Today, posted by AKC on July 5, 2001, at 14:49:07
> I hope it isn't the post-holiday blues (for us stateside folks).
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> Thought I would take a moment to share my good fortune. I have now strung together 5 good days in a row. While I continue to struggle with a lack of energy (mainly caused by the meds, I believe), my mood continues to stay even keeled. Not even much anxiety, which tends to be ever present, even when I am doing well. I of course believe it has to do with a recent med change. And of course am skeptical it will last. But I am trying desparately to just enjoy it. And not worry about tomorrow. As I have shared a little in a few of my posts, this good spell is coming on the heels of a really dark time in my life - one of the worst. The threads that many have been sharing about wondering if they should go on, can go on - I so relate. Today I am glad I made the choice to do so. I still greatly doubt that I can make it through any more black nights. But maybe if I get lucky enough to string a few more good days together, I will get strong enough to weather another storm.
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> My goal is to share my blessing I am having with you - I "hope" I have done so.
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> AKCHi AKC,
I'm glad you're doing better.
Wishing you the best
Anna Laura
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thread:7090
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