Posted by Adam on July 5, 2001, at 17:17:57
In reply to Re: Why should i go on? FOR ADAM, posted by annalaura on July 5, 2001, at 9:01:03
Hi, Anna,
I'm sorry. I wasn't wishing you ill, or that you would hit rock bottom. I was offering up what I would do, and taking into account the possiblility that you may find yourself at another low. Your messages seem to be telling us that you're in a lot of pain, and maybe considering doing harm to yourself. If you found yourself one day not feeling much of an impediment to self-harm, I hope you find a safe environment where you can deal with that in the best way: By not harming yourself and getting help.
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> > Maybe you haven't hit rock bottom yet. I don't know. It never ceases to amaze me how, as bad as we can feel, there may well be room below to fall. We have an astonishing capacity for pain.
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> I did hit many rock bottom already ( i went totally insane years ago, i know how being in the mouth of madness is like).
> I do believe the mind being able to create a different sort of hell every time you slip back in to the "balck hole"; each time is different because we grow different as time goes by i guess.
> I was hoping you weren't wishing me to hit another rock bottom again.
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> P.S.
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> I'm not a Christian; just because i'm italian living i Italy doesn't mean i gotta believe in all the crap the Pope is talking about. He's just a poor old man for me. Thanks for answering my mail though.
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> Whishing you well
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> Anna Laura
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