Posted by karenR on April 3, 2001, at 14:53:53
Augh. I have been having *such* a hard time for the last 5 days dealing with my tightness in my chest.
The remeron I was on worked for the first 5 weeks, then I started feeling less good, the doc suggested upping
my dose to 15 mg, so I did (which was double my previous). Anyway, my chest has felt tight almost continuously
for days. I even took a xanax without even making a dent. I get so frustrated and just cry because I want to
feel normal. I am *not* suicidal, but sometimes I feel like I can't live like this forever, I will go crazy.
It's just so much work and I am so sick and tired of feeling badly. Does anyone get frustrated like this?
I am having a hard time just looking at "today" and keep thinking this will be this way forever, which scares me
to death.karenR
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