Posted by mars on February 12, 2001, at 23:43:32
In reply to I hate myself today, posted by Christina on February 12, 2001, at 18:36:37
Hiya Christina ~
I am glad you didn't hate yourself so much that you didn't post :)
I go through this too, of course ~ I keep thinking I'll get better at remembering some good things about myself during the down times, but it's as if I become deaf to that frequency range. My siblings really do hate me, esp. my sister, so I end up hearing their voices, and they drown out those of the few (but dear) friends I have had. I carry a lot of guilt for past mistakes, and when I peer into the abyss I forget the other aspects of who I am.
I don't know what to say to you, except that I am listening, and I hope you can hang in there until you can gain a different perspective. I don't want to offer platitudes, but I do believe you aren't worthy of your current mood. I just read a few of your old posts, and you and I have some things in common. Tell us more about what's going on, okay?
luff,
mary
> don't know why.... just do.
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