Posted by dennis on February 7, 2001, at 15:16:29
In reply to Re: life...or..., posted by dj on February 6, 2001, at 23:40:27
I dont think the problems I have are a result of my marijuana use, and I used to go to a shrink for about a year and I got absolutely no help with solving my problems or issues, it seems like my problems are permanent and simply a result of my personality, its just the way I am, this society is setup for normal people, if your not normal like me, then you have to change yourself, put on a act so you can seem normal, you must conform to the system even if you dont like the system, I do not wish to conform to this system or society, I do not wish to be somebody that I am not, I do not want to be a actor and act my way though life. It seems like most people want to conform to society and be "normal" and want everybody to be the same and do the same stuff and go through life the proper way. You know, go though school and get good grades and then go to college and then get a good job and have a career, buy a house, settle down and have kids and go to work 40 hours a week and raise your kids, and then when your older at 65 then you can retire, of course now you have major health problems and are too old to do anything or enjoy life, and your entire life you never do any drugs except maybe a little alcohol and you never experience any other state of conciousness in your life other than sober. That does not sound fun to me, that sounds boring and depressing as hell, that sounds like a complete waste of a good life to me. You see if I was normal and never experimented with drugs I wouldnt think like this, I would already be completely brainwashed by society and life would be great. But since I am different then I must have problems, but I dont have problems, I am just different, the "system" is what has problems because it is not compatable with different people. I believe money is the main problem in this system we have, if money was removed from the system are freedom and quality of life would improve and it would make the system more compatible to different kinds of people, it would be a world of sharing rather than buying, careing and compassion would be the main force behind society, rather than money, this is the world I dream of but will probebly never live long enough to see it happen. I am just rambling on what I am thinking, I am not really asking a question, but you may respond to this if you wish and however you wish, if you want to call me a drug addict then just do it, dont beat around the bush, just come right out and tell me what you think.
poster:dennis
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