Posted by phil15 on February 4, 2001, at 14:40:02
In reply to Re: uh..huh... » dj, posted by allisonm on February 4, 2001, at 8:57:34
I remember when i was littler, time seemed endles and i never stopped to think about the world. I lived in the moment. I must say that these were my most happy times in my life.
For that reason i want to make it clear that when i say drone, i dont mean it at all negatively. It is a blessing to be like that in a way. In religion they have much more faith than people like me because i tend to sit there and think, hmmm...how can this be? Doesn't that contradict this? But why? etc...
Its just that we shouldn't be thinking of ourselves negatively. We have our gifts also. AlisonM portraid a perfect accountment of like what its like to not be a drone, and it can seem lonely. But you aren't alone, there many others like you but you just don't notice it cause most of us are shy and seperate ourselves from others. And that was my main reason for posting this stuff. Even if you are to think im a weirdo or something, at least then you can think, hey there is someone that has strange ideas even more so than mine. And you hopefully will realize ur not alone.
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