Posted by dennis on January 11, 2001, at 21:23:07
It has been a few months since I smoked marijuana, I believe I was self medicating with it for depression, I am taking amisulpride and adrafinil now and they are helping. The problem is I cant stop thinking about weed, I think about it all day, I even dream about it at night, I dont know how much longer I can hold out with a smoke, you would think the addiction would get less and less as time goes on, but its just the opposite, the more time goes by the more I want weed. Sometimes I take out my pipe just to look at it, wishing I had a bag of weed to go with it. What am I gonna do! But then on the other hand, if people who drink occasionally went without a drink for a few months they would want a drink really bad right? Well I dont drink so I wouldnt know, I come from a family of alcoholics and I have seen lives ruined by alcohol so I will never drink. I dont know why I am writing this, I guess I am just bored right now.
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