Posted by caroline h. on November 15, 2000, at 1:31:18
In reply to Perhaps..., posted by pullmarine on November 15, 2000, at 0:30:37
> Perhaps the psych dep. is running an experiment on us, and PB and PBS are occasionally rigged to measure the strength of our pavlovian contitioning.
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> JOHNi've been going back to my most self-destructive habits (total i-don't-give-a-damn, self indulgent tv-watching, internet playing, staying up all nite stuff) the last two nights. i had a grisly, truly awful session with my shrink that left me hanging up on him after i called afterwards to try to get some closure - may switch shrinks - then ate 6mg of klonopin to calm down and sleep, woke up deliriously almost drunk from the stuff, decided i hate the guy.
so in a nutshell, i got in my car to go to therapy, wished i'd never gone, and when i came out i don't know whether it was raining harder than my tears, and hit brick walls and felt triumphant doing so. that's sick.
but anyway, rosebud told me, i think that mercury went retrograde onb the 7th, so what can we expect?
oh yes, and for the best, or at least, most extensive med combination award, let me nominate myself. therapist, at my request, added prozac to wellbutrin, eldepryl (selegeline), dextrostat, klonopin and seroquel - not to mention high doses of synthroid for my nonexistent thyroid.so there! brick walls? more like the 18-inch stone walls my house is made of!
caroline h.
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