Posted by coral on October 28, 2000, at 15:49:21
In reply to Has anyone ever felt like this?, posted by dari on October 28, 2000, at 12:32:01
Oh, Dari, yes!
What a wonderful line ". . . feel that though my costume is okay, I've wound up at the wrong damn party."
My first panic attack assaulted me WHILE I was conducting a management seminar at a hospital!
Damn, I always have such great intentions - but the dining room table is covered with laundry (at least it's clean), I've heard of that thing called "dusting" but have surrendered to the Dust Beings, Christmas? I'm sure I owe someone a gift for LAST year. If I really want to punish myself, I'll watch Martha Stewart.
I don't mean to make light of it, but this isn't what I thought my life would be. I grieve for the lost years but do find joy. In the ultimate analysis, though, can I love and am I loved is what matters. As an after thought, can I love myself matters most of all.
poster:coral
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