Posted by shar on August 31, 2000, at 21:26:45
In reply to The Cry Of Our Hearts, posted by Greg on August 31, 2000, at 12:17:44
Greg,
What a deeply felt and very real description of the experience of depression. I can really relate to this, and how painful it sometimes is no matter where one turns. Thank you for putting it so very well--and sharing.
Shar
> There is a great deal of depression that has overtaken my soul,
> It floods deep within, into every inch that makes me whole.
> I wonder and worry of thought throughout the day,
> What is to come, to my dismay.
> As a flood of tears pour out of me in all my expressions,
> more and more comes, more and more depression.
>
> I assure myself everything is ok!
> But who am I fooling?
> Then I burst into a spirit of rage.
> I have questions, and there are answers.
> But I'm afraid and much too weak,
> When I try to explain,
> I hear I'm hearing wrong and need to be meek.
> But this is how I feel, there's no wrong or right,
> But as I battle with myself, I always lose the fight.
>
> I feel intimidated sometimes by others,
> But as I said "This is how I feel"
> The pain in me is very real.
> I lose control, my thoughts go wild,
> and here I am only a child.
> If only you knew what I thought,
> If only you knew what I fought.
> I need my thoughts held captive.
poster:shar
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