Posted by woolav on January 19, 2009, at 20:42:23
Hey all. I have alot of posts from 2005 about my troubled marriage.. well it has fallen apart now. I left my home and went 350 miles away back in april because my husband and I got addicted to drugs and I went to rehab. Anyway, I am now sober but he still uses/drinks..so there is no chance for us.. plus our marriage was super disfunctional. anyway..i am about to file for divorce and i am so afraid of letting go..even though i would not be with him anyway, i still want to know hes a part of my life..i need to grieve for "us" and i dont want to... i hate crying. plus i wonder if my fear of letting go is just because i dont want to be alone. and so i hold on to him just in case. and i need to figure out how to just let go....
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