Posted by Just Me33 on September 3, 2008, at 9:18:23
In reply to Re: LOOKING FOR DAMOS, TOPH, ADAGRACE, SUSAN47 » Just Me33, posted by Damos on September 2, 2008, at 17:39:40
Damos,
Thanks so much for replyingat this point, I am taking it one HOUR at a timeeven one day at a time seems impossible right now. Sunny10 said that it is time for me to cut the cord and start the healing process.which again, seems unbearable. R did call last night, didnt leave a message and I didnt answer the phoneI didnt even know what to say..You broke my heart and filled me with empty promises?! It is devastating!
So, a little more backgroundhe has been married twice, but the last time was 12 years agocould part of it be that he is so afraid to change and he has his heels dug in? Both of his wives cheated on him.if he could be with them, how could he NOT be with me, a person that is as loyal and loving as they come!
I hate questioning myselfI hate feeling like he broke my spiritand I believed himI feel so suckered...I have already had a bad marriage and a difficult 3 year relationship and i REALLY didn't need this! (Who does?)
So, care to share your story? I would like to feel like I am not the ONLY person with an aching heart..
And I will be sure and get your message to Sunny10!
poster:Just Me33
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